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Sorry to keep you waiting, friends. I suspect that by now I'm talking to myself. I don't blame you all a bit, you were faithful, and I strayed. It's been weird as always. Haven't been feeling like a funny lady lately. Posted a pic of myself on the satans social networking site. Took a good look at it and saw some things that bothered me. First of all, it's taken in the hospital. I would like to tell you what I did to my knee to be in the hospital but autocorrect won't let me.

So, let me tell you what I saw. I have a low grade fever, and a Borked(thanks, autocorrect, that's exactly the word) knee, so of course I look like I've been rode hard and put up wet. There's more though. I'm smiling a bit. I like the smile. It's a defiance of the fact that I am hurt and at the hospital alone. But, it's only on my mouth.

The smile doesn't reach my eyes. The eyes bother me. I look trapped. There are secrets I can't tell, I guess. Ones I think I'm keeping even from myself. Too many hard times, and no way to share them. Who would I share them with, at any rate. Any body I could talk to is going through it with me. So, I drew some cards, the cards can speak my words. I'm going to post them, and if any of you are left following me, you tell me what they mean.


And also this one, just for reference.

Sorry to be a bummer, but I'll be funny again. Just give me a minute.

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About googyballyhoo

I am a theatre artist, mother, wife, all around hot mess. Best to approach with a kind word and a fist full of Xanax. If I am in the mood, shoot me a question and I will tell your fortune. Be ready for snark, though, you get what you pay for and it's freeeeee!

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    • It’s always tricky to read another reader’s cards, and I don’t have your knack for humorous readings. However, I would see that Knight as being stuck in a safe place, but stuck all the same. Things will develop at their own pace and in their own time. With the Chariot weighing in overhead, and the Empress overturned, I sense impatience and an unwillingness to give one’s self the care and love needed at this time. The reversed Ace reads like a stab in the stomach, and the reversed 5 has a melancholy feel, as if looking forward to the healing to come, but also worried about the future and how this time out will impact things. I don’t know if you used set positions, so my interpretation was obviously freeform.

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